...at me, right now. I claim to be a fairly intelligent person, but I just found out that I made a massively stupid decision not too long ago - one that will have very long-lasting consequences. Some good, some bad. Seems more bad than good right now. I'm sure my thinking will change as I learn to accept the consequences of my actions. Still in a bit of shock at the moment.

Edit: Clarification - the consequences seem mostly bad right now purely because of the timing of this decision/action. Ultimately, I think the consequences will be simply amazing and I'm going to try to approach my acceptation of this in that light. Sorry for being so cryptic.